I always feel so dumb.
I feel like I can’t even hold a conversation with people.
(I can’t even remember the names of the people I meet)
I’m trying to get good grades in college.
That’s a lie, I’m telling myself that I’m trying, but really I’m staying up late for the second night in a row doing another project at the last minute.
That’s also a lie, I’m telling myself that I’m working on this project but really I’m just bitching on Tumblr.
Why can’t I just get my shit together? If I’m as smart as some people believe then why can’t I just BE SMART?
I feel so motivated and I want to do so much, but I get too distracted by stupid shit to actually take the first step.